When you know things that others that are close to you do not. When you want so badly to tell your loved ones what is going on but you know you can’t cuz it will make everything worse. When you see parents that aren’t yours that are still just as in love with each other as they were on their wedding day and other families that are so close and loving toward each other and you can’t help but want to cry. Because inside you’re dying for what those people have. Why do people have to hurt people?